Sad Remembrance

I saw the twilight of my life
Before I truly saw the dawn
And now I sit in sad remembrance
Of those seasons that are gone

Waiting for a second chance
Watching countless suns go by
Playing tug of war with time
To push it higher in the sky

And maybe for a breath or two
Success will ease my troubled mind
But what it seems defines the word
I’ve yet to notice or to find